Linda- My old girl cannot stand being shut in a barn either. Past memories of cruelty. I am so glad that your girl found you. You have a wonderful friend as does she. The Great Spirit must have smiled on both of you to lead you to each other! It is always amazing to me the things that people do to animals and even more amazing how animals can overcome all of the bad stuff to trust us and love us again. Absolutely amazing. It is a heavy burden of responsibility we carry when our animals love and trust us so much but I wouldn't trade it for anything. Kay in AK- Wise words Kay. It is a tough disease and can be so emotionally defeating. We really do need to support each other in the choices we make while sharing what we learn. All of us are different, as are our situations, our horses, and our lives- different regimes will certainly be a result. It is a relief just to know that others "know" what it's like. Chris in CA